Life redux.

"a whole body of existense, which sat wide within it's own magnitude, with it's own, channels, and through passages, she had bene trying to stand against it , to use , small things to stifle, bigger ideas, she was th edamn, flimsy, now, with things poked and stacked, within the no longe rneeded, and the weight of, it, the whole body of struggle, just to hold a small inch, she had tried but no, the thing had burst, the whole tension had torn her away, to the flotsum and jetsum of where she now stood, like a paper, plane, in an ill draft, that  had risen up with the slightest smallerst merest fluttering of  the wind, and like some asmall, silly child's thing, had bene throughly and delibertely and carelless ly driven away, as if the thing that formed it, laughed, at her daring futility, wa sit all like this she wondered glumyy, this magnitude of existence roiling against out ever small plans, she kne wwhat ever happened next, would eb soemthing beetetr and beyond her, an...

 

  Aquarius A wave of inspiration is sweeping in, making life feel exciting, unpredictable, and full of new possibilities. Over the next few days, a conversation, an idea, or a chance encounter could lead you in an unexpected direction, opening doors to something extraordinary. The Universe is showing you that there are more paths available than you realized, and now is the time to explore them with curiosity and an open mind. Connections are taking an unconventional and exciting turn, breaking away from old patterns and expectations. A relationship may deepen in a way that surprises you, or a new romantic interest may appear with a fresh, unique energy. If you are single, an intellectually stimulating and intriguing person may capture your attention, sparking an unexpected but thrilling connection. A career, creative, or personal breakthrough is coming, tied to networking, learning, or a sudden opportunity. A project, collaboration, or innovative idea could bring unexpected success...

 

 

 A woman, with a cap, the nape of her neck, brittle like old drift wood,, it clings like a rope, as if in full swing, as all will be broken, shoved up into the eaves, where the fires, move and crack, and the small combustibles wait their tutn,, crouched together watching for the  man in black, the one finally climbing the stairs, as the first step creeks, waiting for him to kick down the door; as with each new remembering, the embers burn. Thing that happened, things we forget, incidences he inhabited. Us. Staring at he white square, as he tries to get in. MB

 If they dont show up at the start when it's easy, then they wont show up when it's hard.