Life redux.

Monday 26 th  jan 2026 Sharma and the Ukrainian bitch. Her heart was heavier than most, a court of twisted points  that  spoke empty;  like  old fruits that fester blown apart.  All blood and half destroyed, dethroned by tight mouths that suck suck sucked. The  two bad twins emptied, sucking, and thieving in their ingratitude- by invitation only,  on her very own welcome mat  MB 27.01.26 Flight.. The woman, was at the station high on a platform studying the doubt. Dusty brown,The pile of old worn travelling cases piled high. Like her they had hastily scraped, together and carried through the night. Tightly Slipped and fallen. Unsure if within this peaty black she would ever find herself again. T he  house had been still when she left, the wood quiet, all small noises contained and sleeping high up in unmothered beds. And so she had quietly descended,  tr avel suit already damp, and sweating with  the  effort. She alone had...

  Mars in Aquarius: Sign by Sign Libra and Libra Rising  —  Self expression, creativity, children, leisure.  Who are you? What are your talents? What do you want to create? Mars in Aquarius pushes you to express yourself as well as your passions, inspiring you to find the spark of life, especially if you’ve been burned out. As a result, there may be a huge push to do something creative. Don’t forget that Mars is a relationship planet and heats up romance and fun. With Pluto also in Aquarius, Mars kicks off a larger chapter of stripping away anything that gets in the way of expressing the real you Aquarius and Aquarius Rising  —  The self, personality, vitality, new beginnings.  Like a shot in the arm, Mars in Aquarius will give you fire and verve. You may feel inspired to move forward in life, take initiative, and share your ideas as well as intellect. Mars gives you command, too, and, as a result, you may feel increased confidence to take action in yo...

 But I am sleeping in my  room again. 20.01.26 She is not here in any meaningful way; more like an outline that has gone too hazy, reduced to fog, and nothing lights,. The lines   phased out, craddled into  extinct, catching beneath the earth/dirt, deep cold   bodies, and other  obstacles of the throat. And still, The dead child is carried, like a suitor,  , pressed in snuggled on. Great cracks of fortitude,  that follow  the knife, exiting  from entry point to toe. MB 21.01.26 First offerings She was a prozac kiss, moving within a frame,of oft delayed space, tight small pearls, over an under fascia tied too tight. The mask of hard small offerings that had bound themselves within the forced migration of nine to five. MB Eskimo woman of Greenland 22.01.26 There was no justice or draw, only the maddening under-nothing, the no-words press of entry t  Old bad lines, descending from bad to ice. And outside it all the...

20.01.26 She is not here in any meaningful way; more like an outline that has gone too hazy, reduced to fog, and nothing lights,. The lines   phased out, craddled into  extinct, catching beneath the earth/dirt, deep cold   bodies, and other  obstacles of the throat. And still, The dead child is carried, like a suitor,  , pressed in snuggled on. Great cracks of fortitude, that follow  the knife, exiting from entry point to toe. MB In other news:    Hanging by your arms from a door frame (often called a "dead hang") is a simple, effective exercise for increasing shoulder mobility, grip strength, and decompressing the spine. When combined with principles from Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM), this practice is seen as a way to release stagnant energy in the shoulders and chest while fostering better circulation.   Benefits from a TCM Perspective Meridian Activation:  Hanging and related arm-swinging movements stimulate major meridi...

"The New Moon in Capricorn on January 18 opens as a serious upgrade for the ones who have been rebuilding their life from the inside first. You have moved through a season where the Universe made you face every energy leak, weak agreement, and time you abandoned yourself to keep things smooth for someone or something else. That process cleared emotional debt, ended old patterns, and closed the loops that kept pulling you back into the same karmic lessons. It also exposed what was draining you in subtle ways, so you could finally stop paying for it with your peace. You have grown into someone who stays grounded while life stays busy, demanding, and unpredictable. You are standing on earned wisdom now, ready to create a life that matches the strength, discipline, and self-respect you have been building in silence. What used to feel like survival mode has shifted into conscious intention, and that alone changes everything you are available for. New Moons always bring a beginning, yet...