Gut punch: despite my guidance saying otherwise, the noisy emf polluters have bought the house opposite and are going to reform. I've fallen inwards #crushed.

 what does the universe want me to know?

The excerpt represents the core issue or deciding factor on which you must meditate, and is drawn from Adventure by Jack London: kai-kai, {2} plenty good fella money. What name he run away? Me too much cross along him. I knock what name outa him fella. I pay Seelee, big fella master along Balesuna, one case tobacco catch that fella Arunga. All right. Arunga pay that fella case tobacco. Six pounds that fella Arunga pay. Alle same one year more that fella Arunga work Berande. All right. Now he catch ten fella whip three times. You fella Billy catch whip, give that fella Arunga ten fella three times. All fella boys look see, all fella Marys {3} look see; bime bye, they like run away they think strong fella too much, no run away. Billy, strong fella too much ten fella three times."