Worst working week, but thank God for Eden Charlyn and the soft parts in the world: I fucking despise that man.

Man-bad is back tomorrow to do it all again.

I almost lost it to the falling down, over-drown when she pushed the door . All the fucking noise, the grabbing without asking , too much talking - a human toil; till I nearly wasnt there. I feel embarassed by what was hiding., what had slipped over the edge, and is now swinging from the monkey bars,unleashed. A senile febrile, thread , unravelling worn loose,  coming to it's edge and escaping from the  zoo. MB